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But falling in Love...
Falling in Love is something he cannot do.
For he fears he would realize that things could have been
This great, this awesome, this wonderful, this whole time, all these years...

Falling is Love is something he will not do.
Because, certainly, at this point, that suddenly now...
That someone would be able hear...
That someone would be willing to listen...
The shear fact that someone could ever even love him...
The regret would be unbearable.
It... it would break his heart...
And that is something he could not do...

So he lives on...
And he waits...
And he waits waits for the courage to fall.